sigh.

Who would have thought that festive celebrations regardless of where you are means nothing without people you care for.

Who would have thought that the primary challenge would lie within the test of courage?
to be able to speak and say when and where you want to.just seem to sound so simple when you are not even able to let the words come out of your mouth.a nd when the moment passes,you beat up yourself for not being able to act there and then when the moment was present.

note to self:must speak whenever the words are there and ready to go.

i miss listening to music.

remember when you said the first two weeks would be the hardest?
fuck that.
its constantly deteriorating by the days.guess the graph chart worked differently this time...

new year's is a-comin'..

what ever happen to the word 'resolution'?
i know i forgot about it long time ago.....

?

these sentences have been said far too often only to result to meaningless words:

"Keep in Touch"

Moments.

Everyday of your life you are constantly being reminded to live for that one second,to saviour the entire minute of singular seconds.hours.days.whatever the duration may be.we see it as that "once upon a time" story you found yourself involved with.
sometimes being too cautious and needy of those 'moments' just leaves you in a situation that you begin to feel disgusted and sick of being IN IT.
I guess when that happens thats when you realize that the phase is coming to an end.You decide or at least unconciously slip away into a different dimension.nonetheless, still parallel to what you're taught to believe and KNOW.
but io guess its because its such F*ckin fantastic feeling that its too difficult to rather NOT have it.
right?

?

where are you?

boo... :(

exploitation sucks.
enough said.
kerja buruh sial.