Friday, May 11, 2007

A Pseudo-World..















how many times have you plastered a smile across your face when you meet someone,despite the shitty day your going through?
yes.the fake smile.the mythical 'happiness'.the illusionary joy.


why do people strive so hard to prolong such damaging habits?


we are so bounded by rules and norms. the 'right' way of living,they say.the 'ideal' steps into a normal life.


doesn't that mean that we are for-going our true self?the truth of your emotions from within?


When you're feeling fucked up,why do you force yourself into a smile?


politeness?manners?responsibility?obligations?decency?


you tell me.


don't people get tired of it?or get freaking sick of the repetitions.


you are the greatest mockery to your self.


a fuckin joke.


wouldn't life be much easier if there was pure honesty and truth.the 'right' answer from whats within.


is it real?


i don't know.


it is time for mankind to generate a larger sense of understanding..empathy,maybe.


that way,there's no need for one to hide the true emotions of the self.


be straight-forward.


fuck all the 'being nice' and 'kind' shits.


it is nothing but a waste of time.


wake up people?


these continuous lies and denial will only bring you further from where you can actually be.
if you have something to say to someone,just let it out already.

15 comments:

Icing said...

Because in reality "most people" would rather spend time with the happy you,then the sad u.. The world is really a stage.. Some of us could win an award for putting up the masks we wear everyday.. Sigh..
But me? I'll be there for you.. Even if you feel sad everyday...

machfairy said...

people judge people who feel.

R. said...

izzy:thanks babe..all im saying is people should just speak the truth.
brana:people judge anyway.regardless of who u are.might as well right..

Unknown said...

it'd be an ideal world if we could all walk around naked. But it'd also be chaotic at the same time, don't you think? Human beings are driven by sex and aggression (says Freud and I agree with him) and because humans have such sophisticated weapons and dangerous technology to use, we won't be living a natural way of life like other animals.

okay, i'm getting too philosophical and argumentative. Hope I got my point sent across :)

R. said...

well said....*applause* man u psych students have the whole Freud thing going on..since we are driven by sex and agression,that doesnt make us any lesser than animals no?'a natural way of life'..how's that like anyway?oooo..did u say walk around naked?ponder.ponder.NAHHHhhh...!*shudders*

Unknown said...

Well yea, I think the world would've been a much more beautiful place if human beings coulda be just like any other animal doing the whole natural way of life. But it's too late now. We are over-populating this planet and driving other animals and plants into extinction. If Noah were to build another ark, he oughta leave himself and his wife outta the ship. Haha

Anonymous said...

Since when did Yee get so philosophical and liked making references to biblical stories? Haha. She must be enjoying her current course by the bucketloads.

I dare say i've walked down that 'happy-sad' interstate too many times that i don't recall when was the last time i managed to get a hitch back home.

Most of the time people are just interested in the answers but not the(your) feelings(involved).

Life is like a series of rooms and who we get stuck in those rooms with adds up to what our lives are, eh?

- Ian (i 'just' remembered to burn you that music cd. Hah)

Doreen said...

shit. what have u been eating/drinking/smoking? i come in on monday morning, and i read such complicated stuff :(

R. said...

ian: why hello there its been ages.yes...a cd....glad u remembered..haha...that was months ago right.well...if people are interested in answers than what im saying is that the answer coming from (whats really going on inside) is what matters..say,if people don't like u..all they have to do is say i don't like you.haha.skip putting up the show-face and fake smiles.
doreen:haha..monday morning blues?don't have to layan la..its pne of those things u ponder abt..
E:being as jobless as you are..haha...funny statement though..but if we lived like animals..(Hmmmm...)...wonder how would that be like....there's be no boundaries to what we do in life?then again..maybe animals have their own set of rules...(ponders).

Unknown said...

whoa.. which Ian is this? Sunway Ian, the dude with the messy hair who always looked like he just got outta bed? Haha..

Life would be simple and wonderful if humans would go back to being part of the animal kingdom. Evolution and all that jazz would then be able to take it's natural course without all of today's cloning, transplants, plastic surgery and wheelchairs.

sorry I'm dumping a whole lotta crap here. This is just one of the few topics I have a lot to say about =P (hence the Animal script in "eight")

Anonymous said...

Rachel: Qui, i'm working on it, ma'am!

I think living a life of an animal is more depressing than reading news about some haywire, trigger-happy Korean kid making the lives of innocent people short-lived(contrary to what Yee says).

Speaking of limited brain processing to that of an iguana, i guess the only things we'll ever see and do will be exposure to daily full glory frontal nudity and nothing but procreation. What? Did you say infidelity? Whats that? Haha

Yee: You still remember! You get a golden star. Its always has something to do with the hair, huh? :P You make tuning into the Discovery Channel/National Geographic channel a whole lot more interesting by a notch! Darwin would be so proud! Haha

Speaking of animals has only made me hungry. Chickens are the saddest animals on the face of the planet. There goes another one.

R. said...

man..u guys are funny people leaving funny commments!
ian:why are chickens the saddest animal?thanks for the upcoming cd..no pressure though :) do u have a blog?
if we were animals,would we feel?i dont think so..probably just need the basic necessities...eat..shit..take a dump..etc...owh man.what a bore..
E:i see it happenin man...the whole 'owl' thing...keke..n yes,i remember the animal piece in eight(OHHHhhh...i geddiit now!)its no wonder u have a thing for animals.heck,u could even imitate a range of em'.so,u believe in evolution huh?

Doreen said...

imitate a range of them! HAHAHAHAHA! i almost choked on chee cheong fun reading that. muahahaha.

nadzirahashim said...

yes, rach, i agree. we should all stop lying and be honest.

but alas, the world is a world full of people who just don't know how to do that.

jadi, mari kita mulakan sebuah kursus di universiti. we'll call it B.Sc Honesty To Society. hehe.

Anonymous said...

Sorry for the late reply.

Yes, i do happen to have a blog:
http://users.livejournal.com/_kagekiyo_/

A breakdown of a chicken's (short-term)lifecycle:
-Hatch out of egg(or end up dying as one)
-Eat till it grows immensely fat
-Make friends with the cleaver

End of Story.

- Ian