Sunday, October 28, 2007

Crash.Break.

Ever felt like driving the car so fast to just smash into whatever that comes before your eyes? Or to just admire all those pretty things in your room,placed orderly in particular positions, only to find yourself wanting more than ever to wipe them all away?Or to notice a pretty green garden and to just have the desire to stomp al over those pathetic daisies and dandelions?

pretty.
good.
and nice.

..are all words we learned to associate with things that are neat and organized.Arranged in particular ways to produce particular 'desirable' effects.Anything other than what the ordinary is, is suppose to be..

ugly.
disturbing.
and wrong.

When your 'world' is painted with heart-wrenching events.
You hear things that make you hurl and wither.
Uexpected stories that triggers your point of sanity.
and come across incidences that distracts your 'normal' parameters.

you complain.
moan.
ache.

only to find yourself disappearing into thin air.
As you allow these moments to chew on to your soul.
Forced to re-negotiate your current state of being.
What becomes of you?

Thinking of the rock stars now....
just Grab a guitar.
strum it out of your wits.
and smash it like a mad-man.

If only hitting a person is legal and 'normal'.
sigh, Punch. punch. kick.

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