"Morning has Broken.."

...when i was little i remember waking up in the mornings with this horrible and sickening feeling in my stomach.i mean i could never figure out what the hell does the feeling mean.it was usually one of those feelings u get on Sunday nights(cause the following day would be Monday,the first day of school).i thought over the years i would have overcome that 'feeling'.Possibly become one of those people who LOVE the mornings,who find 'beauty' in waking up,well,i find that most mornings I'd rather not wake up.forever if i could.(okay,too morbid)..how i do i even explain it.okay,imagine opening your eyes,and realizing,"it's another day today"...what's worst is when you have absolutely nothing to look forward to.sure,u have responsibilities,tasks,things-to-do..etc..etc..i mean,which is worst?waking up to so much to do or waking up to absolutely nothing to do.after you open your eyes and realize that there's this repugnant feeling dominating your whole body..what do u do?well,usually the body can react in so many ways..for one,its impossible to go back to sleep cause' there's too much fear inside.there's the squinting of the eyes,toss and turning,twitching stomach,rapid breathing..etc..etc..all of em' ball-ed down to one word:DISCOMFORT!so,if you're one of those people who wakes up with chirping birds and butterflies flapping all over your room.Back off.or better yet,release some of em' into my room cause there's nothing worst than to wake up to this 'feeling'..i guess that's why at times its pretty nice to have someone sleeping beside you..a companion..a somebody..that way when u wake up..and u see that person next to u..u can smile to yourself and cuddle up...and go back to sleep.or there is an alternative that is if u put on one of your happy playlist on your media player and slowly find your way to sanity along with the melodies.or u could wake up extremely late for class/work/appointment and rush like no body's business,that way,there's no room for that 'feeling'.or maybe,those who actually have motives and purposes in their lives..agendas or responsibilities..they too can be occupied enough.but then again,there are those who simply live based on their emotions...who can't run away from their emotionality's...thus,where does that leave them?no point reminiscing on the past--back to the good o' days whereby despite that 'feeling',u end up going to school..play with ur friends,eat,play again,nap..and whatever it is that kids then use to do..the feeling dissolves...but i guess as u get older,Ur much more aware of Ur well-being..of every feeling that comes and go...so this morning 'feeling' is probably here to stay..till the day that you can reach serenity perhaps..peace,calm,happiness..even though its temporary,but its worth getting away even for just a second..urgh,good morning world.