Monday, April 16, 2007

..Where do we stand?

..bali.. I realize that I'm attracted to pictures that portrays some short of infinity.i mean,i took these pictures on various occasions,without realizing it!The ultimate unknown(Ooo..).The never-ending route(Ahh..).A place that leaves us standing no-where(..uhuh..).Before the break of dawn,standing outside on the (so-called) balcony,such utter silence.everything seems to still--trees are not moving,streets are empty..the only thing that's apparently 'there' are the streetlights,occasional dog howling and cats,well,miaowing?*ha ha*.This silence bug the shit out of me.
i mean,where the hell do we stand.The past,present or future?



..Iran.. You would think that you're currently standing in the present,but then you constantly hear Ur thoughts pacing up and down your head,and when you actually make the effort to identify your flow of thoughts,you realize that the things that your thinking about either comprises of your past (events that continue to bug you till this very day,without you realizing,possibly,very often--ignored),and the future(things your 'suppose' to do,unfinished tasks,hopes,dreams,aims...blah,blah..)

Dammit,but i thought we're suppose to be living in the present?Is that even possible?



..P.j.. i mean,what shapes your reality?you think Ur living in reality but when you try to evaluate what goes on within yourself,what can you come up with?it's all so...*vague*,plenty of uncertainties,doubts..worries. Countless times people say 'get busy' with the things that you have to do..responsibilities and such.

But how long can it distract you?then again,distract you from what?'thinking?'.that's insane,can't run away from thoughts. probably 10 years ago you would think that "hey,maybe when i get to my twenties,I'll be far too busy with my life agendas" that maybe,just maybe..you'll stop yourself from worrying,just for a second.


ha!naive thoughts.Tsk.tsk.


..Morocco..Thanks Aina..






Today,i wonder: Where the hell are we now?




..klPac..

2 comments:

nadzirahashim said...

awesome photos rakella! such deep meaning. alas, the tarrot reader was right. it is all grey. not black nor white.

R. said...

hahaha...i totally forgot abt what she said to me..but yeah i remember the thing she said abt 'grey-ness'.n ur right!we stand in the middle!hehe..we should do the weds thing more often...hugssss...